Coming Clean

1. I am MPD. I do have 5 personalities, each has a name, and while in one I cannot remember that I have others. How do I know this? I force myself to read the fact, written on a piece of paper in my pocket, every so often

2. I am grounded til November

3. There is a chance-as I have had it happen to me before-that my "sister" on here is NOT Holly or the other one but me. Do not tell her that though.

4. I made one friend online. One. and my mom found out, went into hysterics and threatened to kill me. I deal with this everyday; I cannot be moved out of here either as she has threatened to actually murder me for reporting my situation to social services.

5. I am the only one of three that gets treated like this.

6. I have only 4 relatives, which makes it harder- two are forbidden cntect; one is underage and the last cannot take me in.

7. I have autism... yes, it gets much worse... but I am on the higher end of the scale. Actually, the one friend mentioned in #4 has it too, and we met because of it.

8. My mom has condemned me for my "useless job choice" of Graphic Designer.

9. She has cut off all contact with my relatives.

10. if she finds out about this... I will not live to visit this site again.

11. for ANYONE with my 240 email, delete it right away. if you use it, you are in danger. my msn? delete it too. my current one is symbi@live.com under the name Laura. use that.

that's all i can say.

Dalc

hmm.. sounds intense.

you go to school? tell your teacher. legally they will have to report it. andi doubt they can make you go home

That's the problem. I have have tried....

and, because she is careful to never leave visible marks, they can't prove it. She lies every time. She forces her two kids top lie as well.

Besides this, my only real support--the only ones who have kept me here--are online. These people, along with the fact that I want to finish FableHaven and Ingheritance, are the real reason I am still arond.

You look like you need me to write a list of things that are AMAZING about you, huh?

kinda... but I just got a few of those.

I need a blog idea, if you have one of those!! -.- I am out. I've already done Meaning of Friendship...

hmmm do you have a gmaiL? we could wrtite a story together, if you like that type of thing...

yes writeing a story with melody is fun.

Whatever you need, I'm here for you.
Zelf: i need you to be sure i don't go insane like i did helping somebody out a while back okay?

alright.

anyways i have some advice for you (some of it is a bit not good for boys but here it is)
☺ Don't make someone a priotiry who makes you an option
♥Don't let anybody use you as an emotional tampon (lol)
and
☻ You are Unique Lovable and Capable of Sucsess!